nearly a year and a half has gone by and i miss you as much now as i did then. its so hard to believe i won't see you again.. i see little things on the tv and think of you all the time, mum does the same she goes to call you and remembers your not there. lex is getting so big now and she has such a funny personality you would love her even if you would pretend you didn't.. she a mini me but a little.more mad haha.. i would give anything to see you again, its hard because i didn't get to say goodbye, i never thought I'd have to.. it feels unfinished.. anyway hope your in your cloud looking down and partying with the rockers.. sleep well sue.. love you always and forever.. xx